Short but sweet

That's me, short but sweet. Haha. Not really. Definitely short, but sweet, not so much. I am keeping this blog short but sweet. Really struggling to get the thoughts in my head focused into a single coherent idea. So, pray for me please. God is speaking. I am listening; but I seriously wish he wasn't speaking in Hebrew. It takes me so long to translate.

I am getting to the point that I realize I don't get to do it my way. Not always sure that I like it, but I am accepting it. His plan is bigger and better than what I could and would be planning. Unfortunately, in my shortsightedness, I don't get to see what the momentary struggles and apparent "no's" will turn into. Trying so hard to be thankful for the doors that have shut, and the clarity that comes from the doors not being opened. No need for me to keep knocking at some, time to move to others. For awhile I thought maybe the door that shut was just the screen door. Not too heavy, or set there permanently. But, I am coming to grips with the reality that the screen door is shut; the heavy duty winter door is bolted; and even the doggie door has been sealed. I am not getting back in through that door. Still painful to accept. I found peace, joy, and laughter on the other side of the door. God is faithful and I trust that His "no's" will turn into GLORIOUS "yes'" that I have yet to realize,understand, or celebrate. Peace and prayers to each of you.